Mercoledì 14 novembre (giorno precedente il trapianto)

Inizio a sentire un po’ di apprensione… Ora sono completamente in balia di tutto: batteri, virus, donatore, destino… Sono tornata ad essere neonata… Completamente indifesa e inetta! Per fortuna la routine qui dentro distrae dai mille pensieri che si accalcano nella mia testa. A parte un po’ di febbre avuta nei giorni scorsi, non mi sento poi così male! E la chemio mi è parsa una passeggiata in confronto a tutte le schifezze fatte negli ultimi anni! E l’ho anche esternato al dott quando è passato stamattina per dirmi che si avvicina il gran giorno. Molto pacatamente mi ha spiegato che le conseguenze si potranno manifestare fra qualche giorno… Ma non mi è sembrato particolarmente pensieroso! Ne ho passate di cose brutte, cosa potrà mai succedere che io non riesca ad affrontare? Stare qui dentro impigrisce… Cerco di fare un po’ di cyclette ma la voglia non c’è!!! Il cibo è quello che è ma ne ho sentiti di peggio, almeno posso scegliere cosa mangiare nei vari giorni della settimana!!! E ovviamente cerco di scegliere ciò che posso… Con la mia eosinofilia devo stare alla larga da latticini, pomodori e altro… Insomma, mi devo accontentare della classica dieta in bianco: minestrina, semolino, patate lesse o purè, pollo lesso o arrosto, frutta fresca o cotta!!! Devo inesorabilmente rinunciare alla pasta col sugo, ai budini e a tutto ciò che potrebbe rendermi più piacevole il pasto!!! Insomma, una vera tristezza!!Il pomeriggio sonnecchio un po’ nel tentativo di far passare prima il tempo… Oggi non voleva proprio accelerare!!! Fra un po’ cenerò e aspetterò di dormire per finalmente svegliarmi e essere già domani! Ah… Mi sono dimenticata di dire che stamattina mi hanno fatto i raggi al torace direttamente nella mia suite! Hanno un apparecchio portatile che fanno entrare con un unico operatore al bisogno! Mi trattano come una regina!!! Au revoir!!! ❤️❤️❤️

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