L’armadio di una donna gommosa

Tempo di cambio di stagione… tempo per decidere se far volare via qualche abito dimenticato nell’armadio… tempo di lasciar andare via indumenti verso i quali nutri sempre la speranza di poter reindossare… I miei cambi di stagione sono sempre molto sofferti: apro armadi, cassetti e scatole non solo pieni di abiti ma anche pieni di ricordi, speranze, sorrisi e lacrime. Quest’anno mi sono imposta di lasciare definitivamente alle spalle capi che purtroppo sarò conscia di non poter più indossare a causa del mio essere “gommosa”, così come mi ha definita il mio piccolo ometto che ha scelto probabilmente di compararmi a una caramella piuttosto che dirmi che sono grossa o cicciona… Io in realtà mi vedo come una fisarmonica un po’ scassata che non riesce più a tornare al suo stato di riposo e resta bloccata a metà… una condizione che pensavo reversibile ma che invece persiste per vari motivi… Il primo ad essere stato assalito è stato l’armadio, abitato spesso da Filippo che lo utilizza come rifugio e che si è trasformato in una cuccia pelosa! Ho iniziato a tirar fuori i pantaloni dalla parte inferiore e ho scoperto di avere una vera e propria boutique in casa: 25 paia di pantaloni di tutte le taglie possibili, dalla 42 alla 52, tutti rigorosamente come nuovi… perchè alla fine poi usi sempre quei due o tre e tutti gli altri rimangono nel dimenticatoio. Ovviamente non ho dovuto provare i più piccoli, verso i quali la speranza di tornare a indossare, è ormai tramontata…

Ho preso un grosso sacco e zac… li ho gettati ma con la sofferenza di chi ormai non ripone più la speranza di potervi rientrare… Poi sono passata a quelli più grandi… Alcuni mi hanno sorpresa, altri mi hanno delusa… e qualcuno ha raggiunto i piccoli nel sacco… A baluardo in difesa della speranza però, ho tenuto l’unico paio di pantaloni dal quale non sono riuscita a separarmi: i pantaloni bianchi che con orgoglio ero riuscita a indossare dopo il trapianto, quando ero tornata me stessa, quindi magra… Non ce l’ho fatta a lasciarli andare perchè resto ancora ancorata a quel periodo in cui avevo ritrovato me stessa e nel quale gli occhi di Vale mi avevano riguardata come quando ci eravamo conosciuti. Con questo cambio di stagione una parte di me, dei miei ricordi e delle mie speranze se ne sono andati e non senza dolore. Ora ho ritrovato nuovo spazio da poter riempire con pantaloni nuovi e spero di poter abitare il mio armadio anche con una nuova speranza: recuperare un po’ di fiducia e lavorare per migliorare la mia condizione di donna gommosa.

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